Charlie, please know I loved you.
Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 4:08 pm
I came here as a suggestion from another member to post about my beloved Charlie.
I am crying as I type this and it's been a few weeks since he was killed. I guess it has affected me more as I had bonded with the baby over the short time he was with me.
Charlie was a bird that was bought on a whim as he seemed so scared and lived in less than ideal conditions (over crowding etc). Anyhow, I had to take him home .He was lovely, full of personality and so very affectionate. We got to know each other very well during the 2 months. I miss him so so much, it hurts.
I think I have taken this so badly as he was my responsibility and so young. I over analyse everything that occured on that hectic day that he was killed and his final moments play over and over in my mind (even though I didn't witness it). It all happened in a few minutes and he was gone.
Charlie, I miss you, I love you so and I am terribly terribly sorry I wasn't able to be there for you and to save you.
I don't know what to say to you except it broke my heart the day you died and I love you.
I am crying as I type this and it's been a few weeks since he was killed. I guess it has affected me more as I had bonded with the baby over the short time he was with me.
Charlie was a bird that was bought on a whim as he seemed so scared and lived in less than ideal conditions (over crowding etc). Anyhow, I had to take him home .He was lovely, full of personality and so very affectionate. We got to know each other very well during the 2 months. I miss him so so much, it hurts.
I think I have taken this so badly as he was my responsibility and so young. I over analyse everything that occured on that hectic day that he was killed and his final moments play over and over in my mind (even though I didn't witness it). It all happened in a few minutes and he was gone.
Charlie, I miss you, I love you so and I am terribly terribly sorry I wasn't able to be there for you and to save you.
I don't know what to say to you except it broke my heart the day you died and I love you.